Moving Along...

Here we are just a few short weeks 'til Christmas. My mood is taking a dip...as I suppose should be expected. Thanksgiving was a lot harder than I anticipated...I miss Steve. I miss US! I miss my family including Steve. Each new thing I encounter seems like a mountain to scale. I don't like the constant drain I feel. The weather's cold and little things seem so big. Steve never really "took care" of me...I guess I would say we shouldered things together. I wasn't appreciative of that ...I complained. Why did I complain? All those life things/couple things seems so trivial now. I can't go back...I have to go forward...I have to go through it...just like on a bear hunt.