Christmas is over...

Ben, Genevieve and I are back home. We spent Christmas in California with my Aunt Diane, her husband Steve, my sister and her family. Kaylyn went with us, but she came back on Saturday. We had a good time for the most part. Reflections will come later. The sharp stabbing pains of missing Steve were present at times. There were numerous times I just wanted to be in my own home...with my own things...and my own agenda. I know everyone cares and they wanted to make it a "good time" for us...and they did. Just, sometimes you have to feel the feelings.