I am wearing down. I keep reading my devotions and my Bible. I am trying to be positive. Saying prayers and trying to stay positive. Singing songs and focusing on His love for me. Trying to understand something that there isn't much understanding in it. I loved. It's over. I have to put my heart back together again and move on. Why? Why can't I just be loved and love another and move on? Why does it have to hurt? Why!?! Why!?! Why!?!